On Age 🧓️

My childhood ended early. Time moved faster after that.

There are so many things I should have accomplished by now. I often feel like I've expired. It's impossible to go back and graduate on time. It's impossible to go back and graduate on time. Why should I want to go on; what's the point? It feels subversive, and rebellious at times, to give up. Rejecting all these things I've been sold about Believing in Myself. What is left for me, when everything has died?

There's so much I'll never do. So many things I can't be now. I don't know how to feel motivated to climb and fall. I'm so tired already.